Do you know how much I wish that you were there beside me when I was down with food poisoning yesterday and today.. how much I wished that you will be there beside me to comfort me and all.. how I wished that maybe an sms would come and you would ask me how I was but instead I receive none of it? how much I wanna hug and tell you that I appreciate every single thing that you have done for me? do you know that just a single sms will make me smile with glee and jump with joy? but now that it is, I dont think you will ever do it.. how I jump with excitement at every new sms hoping that it will be you but to my disappointment, it's just someone else asking me how am I?

I know I am sorry that things turned out real nasty on friday when we met up.. I so much wanted to go back and find you and give you a hug but you told me not to.. I am sorry I screwed up your life so much that things had to turn out this way.. all I wanted was that you will still be there for me as usual and cheer me up..

I am sorry for everything and I still love you.